It Ended

When it ended,

I didn’t want it to be over.

I sat in denial,

Thinking that things would

Eventually work out.

I kept holding on to the good

Days that I overlooked the bad

Which were more often than not.

But I didn’t care.

I hated being alone

And was desperate for any

Kind of attention that would

Deter me from my thoughts

That would always consume me.

At the time I didn’t know that

The Creator was saving me from

A man who would have

Brought me to the lowest of lows.

Lifting me up wasn’t his thing,

For chivalry had no place in his being.

The emotional abuse was enough

To leave me scarred worse than

Any amount of physical abuse,

But I still didn’t want him to leave.

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